Showing posts with label missing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label missing. Show all posts

Monday, January 19, 2009

Goodbye, cellphone...


Nokia 3110 Classic, the model of my cellphone that went missing

It was a terrible day for me yesterday. Well, it all happened when a few guys came to the house to fix the ceiling and the flower railings on the wall. I'd never seen them before, not the usual guys that i know, but i figured maybe Pak Ramli (their boss and our neighbor) told them to drop by. So i let them in and they went on fixing the roof and so on. I was fasting yesterday, and they were still working even though it's getting pretty late, around 7:30pm. I broke my fast and munched away. I left my cellphone in the living room, thinking that it'll be safe there, after all it's in our house. Later on, one of the guys suddenly appeared in the house, asking for a way out. I showed him the way. They all left with a huge lorry, and i wasn't suspecting anything. It was about 2 hours later that i decided to look for my phone. I always misplaced it so i tried calling the phone using the house phone. I started getting suspicious when i couldn't detect the ring tone at all. And i was shocked when someone answered at the end of the line, but then quickly hung up. I started panicking and searched the whole house. I couldn't find my cellphone at all. I called my friends and asked them to try and call my cellphone to see if anybody picked it up. They said that someone answered but then hung up. Starting to get migraine, i called the boss and asked him to asked his workers to see if anyone of them took my cellphone. I got worried because most of my contacts were in there and most of them were so important to me. I couldn't even concentrate on drawing my Cavaliers because i got so worried about my phone.

So today, i heard from Pak Ramli that he sent the guys to the police station. They didn't confess, so Pak Ramli said that hopefully they will confess behind bars. I started feeling guilty about it. Maybe it wasn't them after all. Maybe it was someone else. Maybe i must had it misplaced somewhere. Argh it hurts my head. My mum said i shouldn't worry about it too much. I know, but still.... *sniffs*

I feel really awful now.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

I'm not missing you



She's right. I'm not missing you at all, friend. Thanx for the lovely 2 years. Hope you have a wonderful life ahead.



Oh, Oh
I'm not missing you
Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don't know what I was missing or why I ain't listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiosity
Now that it's over
What else could it be _____

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn't I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

CHORUS
(But) I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time it's different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you

It's a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn't I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

Chorus x 2

No I can't be with you
Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me
I can't keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love's good when it's right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone else's life

(But) I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone (I used to hate it)
Oh different, oh feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you

I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me (knockin' at my door)
You might have had me open
But I must be going because (it's the best day of my life)
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
Oh different, feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you I'm not missing you (oh baby)
I'm not missing you
I'm so over you
It ain't even a problem